December 2009
31 posts
…everything is just amplified to me now.
i’m missing you too much.its just been a few days.
the littlest things irks me.
its stupid.
i know that its most probably just me.
no one else is making this sad for me.
…
i need a hug.
.. i need someone.
….
i dont know what to think,
Today is not my day.
ASK!
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my family has a habit of discouraging me to ask for stuff…
me: mom, can i stay over a night extra for chritmas party? mom: i gave you a night already, and you come and ask for more?? ________ me: can i borrow your DS? sis: walao, always like that ar?!
… OH COME ON I’M JUST ASKING.
say ‘no’ if you wont let me! i’d probably walk away cause i...
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i want to make more memories with you.
i’m afraid we wont have much time again.
i wont think too much. i told you i wouldnt.
so i wont.
no more thoughts on this.
you.are.so.adorable. ….argh!
at that time…
i was simply toying with thoughts of you…
never thought i would take those thoughts more seriously as i do now…
and we talked.
things worked out. =)
all of us seriously need to talk.
dare datte yakume ga atte umaretekita toki mi ga...
more text posts
because i feel that putting certain thoughts on Tumblr is a much safer vessel to express myself when Facebook and MSN gets too public.
i feel like i’ve done close to nothing for you anyway…>< i dont have the rights to complain so much… actually….
i feel like a stalker =x
i still remember a girl from my kindergarten… she used to be … so called my best friend… …. … i can still remember her name and face after more than a decade…. i randomly searched her name in facebook… and instantly recognized her face when i saw her picture…
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omg….=x
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oh for heaven’s sake, i’m not trying to push you away!
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i died a few times today. …
perhas all i wanted to say was that… i wanted to feel wanted… needed….
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dont be so afraid…
if there’s one thing for sure, i still need you.
i wont...
after all is said and done...
you’re still a dear friend to me.
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Just made a facebook group and in 1 hour.. There are more than 40 people there.. WOW!!
i’ll try one. without inviting people to join. hahahah. taking things sloww…
the chain of small events that brought us...
and closer…
and closer.
till there’s no gap left.
if those little things never happened…
it’ll be just sad…
cause it almost never happened.
but it did
and i’m glad. =)
Listen
this feels idiotic.
i feel like an idiot.
Why do i even persist.
why do i even try.
why do i even bother.
you dont bother do you.
it doesnt seem to me like you care for me more than… than……..
….
forget it. i shouldnt even land on that thought.
i have faith. and this trust in you is endless…
it’ll kill me if you ever prove this otherwise.
…its hurting me already.
\^0^/
Ganbatte Kudasai~
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